Sad Day.....BTW WHERE ARE YOU MALENNA??

I don't know what happened to Malenna in these posts.....

Now I am 5 weeks away from my first competition. I changed the date to October 15 so I could do both of my shows in Houston. One thing I have learned is not to listen to so many people....I have gotten the opinion of too many people and I think it has offset me from my progress.
I changed how I did cardio and it hurt me....I went to my nutritionist today and found out that I only lost 1% body fat these past 2 weeks..... :(

I mean 1% is still progress but I shouldve kept true to what was working for me. Also another thing I have learned is that even if someone has experience in something....doesn't mean they have great knowledge.....

I have been taking posing lessons from this lady who shall remain nameless.....she is cool but I dont like the posing that I am doing....so now I am in this middle spot....I'm paying her but also I feel like what she is teaching me isn't right....so now it's a battle about what to do....

We will see.....
I'm getting nervous especially since I won't be at the bodyfat percentage I want to be but this is all an experience.....I just wanted to look great...which I already do....I'm not trying to turn pro....this is just for fun....